wat goes around comes back around and kicks u in the face

karma?
universal balance?
inner peace?
its all really circumstantial
depending where u are
if u do good things then good things are supposed to happen.
most of the time when u do good stuff a bad thing happens .
but every now and then a good thing happens so its kinda 50/50 for most.
lately wen i do good things not so good things happen for me.
eg. i help a person whos bag opens and spills their books = later on my bag splits everywhere.
or i comfort a friend and they turn around two days later and after they forgot all about ur help, they slag u about all ur insecurities u told them about when they were ur best friend and make u wanna kill urself.
if there was karma then wed all be happy in a utopian paradice.

but time goes on and shit builds up. love lets u move on, fear keeps u stuck.

love for friends and partners makes u feel invincible
fear of losing ur friends and partners makes u feel dead.
live life and love
or hide behind a mask of fear.
its another 50/50 decision.