stuff

things change, one day there as familiar to you as your own bedroom, everything in order everything just so. then most times without warning it all changes. that with which you called so familiar is changed, the things with which you were sure would never move never falter have changed beyond measure, things change or more specifically people change.

comedy of life

i was just thinking the other day and realized "what is the past but a memory, you cant change it so why dwell on it" in my case its true. if i held every slight and event that was someone treating me like shit i would have almost no friends left so i just have to face the fact that i cant change my past so its only my future that matters. and if people dont like me thats their problem not mine. so either tell me or piss off

social switch board

why do parents act like they give a shit, they always wanna know where you are, what you are doin, who you with but the minute you need to talk bout somethin serious they dont wanna hear what you have to say only what they have to say. also i love helpin my friends sooo much any problems they have i love helping them through them but eventually you just feel like a social switch board connecting people to the answers anonymously but ya gotta love makin people happy right. i cant get enough of it any way as i was saying, why bother just plod along waiting for life, building it up only to lose it when we die in like 80 years. lets just tear it down and enjoy the fun of re making yourself as any one you wish. chang you name change your hair chainge your belifes or just not have any just drift on whim, float on freedom just jump. cause right now you are a copy of a copy of a copy your parents and their parents life goals. just break away and live outside the box. its more fun ten being stuck inside a box you hate with 2.5 kids and driving a shittl little family car. cause thats the norm, thats your parents why be them when thees always the option of being you. dont go with the flow or swim against it cause its pointless. you prob only get one shot at this why not just play in the life stream instead of submitting or fighting.
enjoy the moment
re-create yourself on whim
live your own life not the mass produced one sold to you over the years.
instead of owning a semi detached house own a bike,
instead of goin 9 to 5 go whenevre you feel like it cause when we die grades or money dont mean shit we all end up a rotting bio mass so enjoy life or better yet re make yourself a more fun one.

seriously dere should be a manual 2 life

seriously how handy would dat be.
Imagine every single fuck up,
every single problem dat u didnt know how to deal wit,
or every time u wanted to do something really badly but was woried wat was gonna happin if u did.
Now imagine all those problems sorted just by reading how to deal with de shit ur faceing in ur own personal life manual.

Also religon says god is all loving right???

WRONG!!!
Im seriously wondering wat the fucking fuck up type of god would give people the ability to feel more then one conflicting feeling at the same time. cause it messis wit your head really badly and confusis the fuck outta me. Like for example your furiously angry but joyously happy at the same time or your excited about something but hating it also and thusly hating yourself for hating the thing or even being confused by your emotions.
I dont know about you but I think its a majorly fucked up system not a system from an all loving beneveloent god.
Why cant we just have one or the other.
happy OR sad,
anger OR peace,
pain Or joy,
love OR hate.
Im not saying only ever have just the one emotion Im saying why not just one at a time and save us all some confusion and stress.

the times day are a changing

as i sed de times are a changin but for better or worse i dont know.
today i went 2 see avatar.... super feckin ultra awsomtacular.
the NA'RI havethe best life EVER!!!!!
1.day live in a forest.
2.they respect and honour that which they kill.
3.they are really tall.
4.they have tails.
5.they ride dragony yoke thingys
6.its eutopian in its simplicity and savagery.

"During mans attempts to become civilised in apperance we lost our reverance, gratatude, and humanity.
We have cannibilised our species and ventured beyond the relms of salvation and redemption.
In our most primitive our species was the richest in life style. we faught between tribes and died young but we were few and pure now our youngest revel in the sights of gore and violence and are rewarded for un-merciful brutality instead of living an innocent childhood. this did not happen over the space of one or one hundred generations, it only deterated in that time. this has happened over the space of one thousand generations or more. we have gone from mildly violent primitives to insanely visious monsters ruled by greed and cold logic instead of instinct formed over millenia. small vesteges of purity remain but they are quickly recieding into history. we are reared with teachings of goodness tainted with old greed.
but the cycle continues once we realize that people hord suplies and demand ridiculus sums in order for you to obtain the nessisities of life. thus the seeds of greed are planted."


so yeah hope i dont sound depressing. hope every one had a great xmas and a happy new year.

wat goes around comes back around and kicks u in the face

karma?
universal balance?
inner peace?
its all really circumstantial
depending where u are
if u do good things then good things are supposed to happen.
most of the time when u do good stuff a bad thing happens .
but every now and then a good thing happens so its kinda 50/50 for most.
lately wen i do good things not so good things happen for me.
eg. i help a person whos bag opens and spills their books = later on my bag splits everywhere.
or i comfort a friend and they turn around two days later and after they forgot all about ur help, they slag u about all ur insecurities u told them about when they were ur best friend and make u wanna kill urself.
if there was karma then wed all be happy in a utopian paradice.

but time goes on and shit builds up. love lets u move on, fear keeps u stuck.

love for friends and partners makes u feel invincible
fear of losing ur friends and partners makes u feel dead.
live life and love
or hide behind a mask of fear.
its another 50/50 decision.

me myself and irony

i love irony..... most of the time.
its useually hillarious and there is sooooo much of it floating around.
like when ur friend says dere not absent minded and falls over a skateboard
or when ur friend says that im not f*3!ing retarded and then almost burns their eyebrow off.
its useually great.....useually.

other times its not great at all. like when u feel great about yourself and make the mistake of saying out loud it no matter how quietly (and even if its only 2 urself) and then everything goes to sh1t like there is no tomorrow.
or my own favourite "the more prepared u are the less likely it is to happen." that one is particularily "hilarious" in my opinion.

every time i prepare for somthing it never happens and im talking tests, girls, events everything.
the only time i ever get anything or anything happens its only when i dont think or plan and jus go for it.
for tests if i just wing it i pass if i study i fail.
girls when i took time i got nowhere. after i jus went 4 it i got a girlfriend :-)
events if i plan and prepare... nothing

good things come to those who wait.... if thats true then better things come to those who dont wait and just go for it.
good things happen sloowly great things happen all at the same time.

my advice is dont wait just jump
dont think just do.
dont plan it, experience it
life too short,
life moves quick we just gotta move quicker ;-)