the times day are a changing

as i sed de times are a changin but for better or worse i dont know.
today i went 2 see avatar.... super feckin ultra awsomtacular.
the NA'RI havethe best life EVER!!!!!
1.day live in a forest.
2.they respect and honour that which they kill.
3.they are really tall.
4.they have tails.
5.they ride dragony yoke thingys
6.its eutopian in its simplicity and savagery.

"During mans attempts to become civilised in apperance we lost our reverance, gratatude, and humanity.
We have cannibilised our species and ventured beyond the relms of salvation and redemption.
In our most primitive our species was the richest in life style. we faught between tribes and died young but we were few and pure now our youngest revel in the sights of gore and violence and are rewarded for un-merciful brutality instead of living an innocent childhood. this did not happen over the space of one or one hundred generations, it only deterated in that time. this has happened over the space of one thousand generations or more. we have gone from mildly violent primitives to insanely visious monsters ruled by greed and cold logic instead of instinct formed over millenia. small vesteges of purity remain but they are quickly recieding into history. we are reared with teachings of goodness tainted with old greed.
but the cycle continues once we realize that people hord suplies and demand ridiculus sums in order for you to obtain the nessisities of life. thus the seeds of greed are planted."


so yeah hope i dont sound depressing. hope every one had a great xmas and a happy new year.

wat goes around comes back around and kicks u in the face

karma?
universal balance?
inner peace?
its all really circumstantial
depending where u are
if u do good things then good things are supposed to happen.
most of the time when u do good stuff a bad thing happens .
but every now and then a good thing happens so its kinda 50/50 for most.
lately wen i do good things not so good things happen for me.
eg. i help a person whos bag opens and spills their books = later on my bag splits everywhere.
or i comfort a friend and they turn around two days later and after they forgot all about ur help, they slag u about all ur insecurities u told them about when they were ur best friend and make u wanna kill urself.
if there was karma then wed all be happy in a utopian paradice.

but time goes on and shit builds up. love lets u move on, fear keeps u stuck.

love for friends and partners makes u feel invincible
fear of losing ur friends and partners makes u feel dead.
live life and love
or hide behind a mask of fear.
its another 50/50 decision.

me myself and irony

i love irony..... most of the time.
its useually hillarious and there is sooooo much of it floating around.
like when ur friend says dere not absent minded and falls over a skateboard
or when ur friend says that im not f*3!ing retarded and then almost burns their eyebrow off.
its useually great.....useually.

other times its not great at all. like when u feel great about yourself and make the mistake of saying out loud it no matter how quietly (and even if its only 2 urself) and then everything goes to sh1t like there is no tomorrow.
or my own favourite "the more prepared u are the less likely it is to happen." that one is particularily "hilarious" in my opinion.

every time i prepare for somthing it never happens and im talking tests, girls, events everything.
the only time i ever get anything or anything happens its only when i dont think or plan and jus go for it.
for tests if i just wing it i pass if i study i fail.
girls when i took time i got nowhere. after i jus went 4 it i got a girlfriend :-)
events if i plan and prepare... nothing

good things come to those who wait.... if thats true then better things come to those who dont wait and just go for it.
good things happen sloowly great things happen all at the same time.

my advice is dont wait just jump
dont think just do.
dont plan it, experience it
life too short,
life moves quick we just gotta move quicker ;-)

long time no blog

hey its me i know i havnt blogged in a while so hey i am....
its been an ok week coulda been better and iv had worse.


had a free day in school 2day so dats good.
one of my friends broke up wit de person day were dating so dats not so good.
but shes feelin ok about it so dats great. :-D
saw my friends=good
miss my girlfriend=bad
same old probles as always=very piss annoyingly bad
no new ones= good.

i dont know bout everyone else but i LOVE helpin my friends wen dere in trouble.
i dont mean i enjoy dem bein in trouble im not some sadistic freak. but i do enjoy making dem feel better and smile.

im a smile addict.
if i see someone i know upset i cant help but do all i can 2 make dem smile be i being dere 2 talk 2 dem or giving advice or jus embarrassing myself in a busy street of people so they laugh and smile at me and temporarally take a break from dere problems. its a problem and a habit i dont wanna break or get rid of cause i enjoy making tings better for my friends cause dem jus bein round makes me happy and forget bout my problems.