stuff

things change, one day there as familiar to you as your own bedroom, everything in order everything just so. then most times without warning it all changes. that with which you called so familiar is changed, the things with which you were sure would never move never falter have changed beyond measure, things change or more specifically people change.

comedy of life

i was just thinking the other day and realized "what is the past but a memory, you cant change it so why dwell on it" in my case its true. if i held every slight and event that was someone treating me like shit i would have almost no friends left so i just have to face the fact that i cant change my past so its only my future that matters. and if people dont like me thats their problem not mine. so either tell me or piss off

social switch board

why do parents act like they give a shit, they always wanna know where you are, what you are doin, who you with but the minute you need to talk bout somethin serious they dont wanna hear what you have to say only what they have to say. also i love helpin my friends sooo much any problems they have i love helping them through them but eventually you just feel like a social switch board connecting people to the answers anonymously but ya gotta love makin people happy right. i cant get enough of it any way as i was saying, why bother just plod along waiting for life, building it up only to lose it when we die in like 80 years. lets just tear it down and enjoy the fun of re making yourself as any one you wish. chang you name change your hair chainge your belifes or just not have any just drift on whim, float on freedom just jump. cause right now you are a copy of a copy of a copy your parents and their parents life goals. just break away and live outside the box. its more fun ten being stuck inside a box you hate with 2.5 kids and driving a shittl little family car. cause thats the norm, thats your parents why be them when thees always the option of being you. dont go with the flow or swim against it cause its pointless. you prob only get one shot at this why not just play in the life stream instead of submitting or fighting.
enjoy the moment
re-create yourself on whim
live your own life not the mass produced one sold to you over the years.
instead of owning a semi detached house own a bike,
instead of goin 9 to 5 go whenevre you feel like it cause when we die grades or money dont mean shit we all end up a rotting bio mass so enjoy life or better yet re make yourself a more fun one.

seriously dere should be a manual 2 life

seriously how handy would dat be.
Imagine every single fuck up,
every single problem dat u didnt know how to deal wit,
or every time u wanted to do something really badly but was woried wat was gonna happin if u did.
Now imagine all those problems sorted just by reading how to deal with de shit ur faceing in ur own personal life manual.

Also religon says god is all loving right???

WRONG!!!
Im seriously wondering wat the fucking fuck up type of god would give people the ability to feel more then one conflicting feeling at the same time. cause it messis wit your head really badly and confusis the fuck outta me. Like for example your furiously angry but joyously happy at the same time or your excited about something but hating it also and thusly hating yourself for hating the thing or even being confused by your emotions.
I dont know about you but I think its a majorly fucked up system not a system from an all loving beneveloent god.
Why cant we just have one or the other.
happy OR sad,
anger OR peace,
pain Or joy,
love OR hate.
Im not saying only ever have just the one emotion Im saying why not just one at a time and save us all some confusion and stress.